Fishing with Nick

What’s scary than dying, is existing without truely living. & other notes Once you die, it’s over. Song was sung and what was said was done... but if you exist still, well you’re still on the clock. What’s scarier then dying is catching yourself at 30,40,50,60,70 or maybe 80 years old and realizing you haven’t done anything with your life. Now, that’s terrifying because you can’t get that time back. Even wasting a year of your life is a considerable amount of time. 80 years is a blink of an eye for this world. Trust me, in a world that could be billions of years old, we have no idea what, “a long time” really is. If we live till 80 years old, we get 29,200 days, which is  700,800 hours, which is 42,048,000 minuets. These numbers seem big but take into consideration most of us reading this are over 20 years old . At 20 years old, we have lived 7,300 days.. these numbers don’t seem so big anymore. Simple math , if we live to 80 years old.. we are 1/4 through our life journey. I don

I'm in a troubling place in my life. The past two weeks have been pretty tough to be honest. Its just a  cycle I haven't been tuned to in a while. I wake up to no texts, work/go to school periodically check my phone to see the same, Go work out till 2 am in the morning to burn time with little hope of a convo. Its a lot of small things I just realized how tuned I became to. Don't get me wrong, i'm content with myself but even after hours of walking in by myself on the river, its nice to talk about the day and reflect on everything. Its always been a big part of my growth was to really recap what happened. I wouldn't even say I have a lack of friends because that would be a lie, I have some of the best friends a man could ask for. I just think I got to utilize my time on me and count my blessings and not what i'm missing. I want to take up singing, been doing a lot of it and getting better. Im mostly working on control and practicing using my voice as a form of